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...so this is how its feel when u realized that there is no more hope...when u realized that the thing u hold for a very long time lost unrealized...so this is the feeling...

and this feeling really hard to be described...sad??..no...its not some sort of sad...happy??...also not...then...hmm...really hard to described...all the feelings mixed up to create one new feel...the feel that cannot be described....


...if i can run, i'll run...if i can cry, i'll cry...but i cant...so i'll just be here...