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Wednesday, November 23, 2011

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Assalamualaikum...


Baru lepas abis membaca kembali pos2 kat blog sendiri...-_-"


and it makes me realized something...
i used to post in english before...
even my english is not too good but i still used it...
even sometimes it came out to be 'rojak' but its ok...
at least i can improve my english...

but its been a while im not using english...
dont know why...
and i can feel that my english become poorer...T_T...

no...
how im going to present next 2 weeks...
so have to start over it...
not sure can make it or not...
but ill try my best...


maybe i dont have courage to speak in english in front of others yet...
but im sure the day will come...


actually there something else im thinking about...
hmm...
that day when i said im willing to be his punch bag im really serius bout it...
why...
because i dont have any skills to coax others...
i know it well...
so if im his punch bag...
i dont have to say a thing...
he can just punch me whenever he feel upset...

but the reality is...
i cant...
there's a different between me and punch bag..

HEART..

punch bag don't have it...







Wednesday, November 16, 2011

~UNTITLED~

Assalamualaikum...


2 minggu yang sgt memenatkan...
2 miggu yang membuatkan aku berfikir semua ttg apa yang ingin aku jadi di masa depan...

taktau la...
apa yg aku tau dari dulu lagi aku cuma nakkan kehidupan yang biasa2 saja...
yang normal...

normal bg aku: 
-ada keluarga sendiri yg terdiri drpd suami tercinta, aku dan anak2 yg comel...
-ada kerja yg stabil yg gajinya cukup utk keperluan tak perlu berlebih-lebih...[dgn simpanan ttp tiap2 bln]
-pergi kerja kol 8 dan blik kol 5...[tanpa perlu bwk balik kerja ke rumah]
-setiap hari masakkan mknn feveret suami ngan anak2...
-hujung mggu pi bawak anak2 jalan2...[sblm ada anak pi jalan2 ngan suami dulu]...^_^
-klu ada duit lebih pi becuti...[bkn perkara wajib tp tak salah klu ada duit lebih]
-klu ada masa free nak blaja masak2 buat kek...

tp...
sebagai manusia kita hanya mampu merancang...
Allah yang akan menentukan...


...semoga Allah akan terus pinjamkan kekuatan buatku...